Maitta! Always - Daily Amazing Confusions -

My mail box usage is 10% and sometimes I get a long mail. I need to learn to remove the male I don't need any more, for example the notification of the comment on my (another) blog post, new posts of bulletin, and auctions and sales that are expired. I also need to get rid of unnecessary document in my real life to make my room neat and clean live comfortable life.

In the morning, I listened to a TV program (on NHK - Nippon Housou Kyoukai or public broadcast of Japan) lying in the bed. In the program, they spoke about Bible. Here's what I learned. Psalm is not only praises and poetry, but actually a prayer book. The other part of Old Testament consists of history records, laws, and prophecies. Old Testament is a record of human beings straggling with having relationship with God, and New Testament is the respond to these straggles, so without New Testament, Old Testament is meaningless, (for if Jesus read Old Testament, he will completely agree with New Testament) and without Old Testament, New Testament In Psalm, David sometimes mention the pain of illness, but no description of being cured that illness; the center event was not physical cure, but relationship with God. In Old Testament, there's no description of "love your enemy", but though this presenter sees the struggle that "should love my enemy, but I can't...

Although I've gotten basic knowledge of IT or software developer, I have never experienced actual developing activities. I wish I could join in a IT company, but I didn't know how to get a entry position while getting support from such as job rehabilitation centers.

Oops! Your happiness is running away. Every time I take deep sigh my colleague say this way. But when I'm in a great tension, it is inevitable. "I sighed. My happiness is running away. But the way is being blocked."

I have many traits. I have some weak points. I want to say I have some strong points, but, normal people are stronger in that points, and I'll be ashamed, so I become modest and timid to call them "less-weak point".

I post articles every day in my Japanese blog, but here I hesitate. I wanted to write proper things although English is not my native language and the proficiency isn't as good as that of Japanese. It's natural I can't write something better than what I write in Japanese. On the other hand, in my Japanese blog, I post anything trivial, and have succeeded in posting every day. I hope I can do also here.

They say 2010 is the year of tiger so I draw a car look like tiger. I will live my life one by one. I hope I can blog post at least once a month anywhere I can post an entry in English. I hope I can begin every my post with positive thought and then my real feeling follows. I think this will make my blog brighter than what I feel when I'm depressed.