Maitta! Always - Daily Amazing Confusions -

When I go to work, I feel a little bit bad. From anxiety of the work awaiting, my foot becomes heavy. Neither is the mood in the office in the morning. I'm looking for the idea that'll improve mood in the office in the morning.

I haven't ever imagined I could ever take a call for the office. Actually I realized I can on condition that my bosses don't severely blame me for my phone mistake.

I was hurt in a family conversation, because I said an inappropriate reflection. I fell into despair, and it lasted a few hours. Now I've been recovered from this state and am going to work.

After work and supper I went to church to listen to bible study. Unusually, I managed to sit and listen to the message, and even answered to simple question from the pastor who delivered the message. I felt I was unexpectedly secured by God's grace.

Even though I'm fatigued I think of other people at work and show that I care.

Yesterday I went to work for the first time in August. Because I was unemployed due the end of July 3 years ago. At that time I was very shocked because I was doing well and looking forward to learn further work. I thought I could find the next job before long, but after a long job hunting the chance was so scarce that I almost lost hope. Now I fortunately have a job, and am experiencing a great change in working environment. I set this August as the second start of my career here.

In my office we have to make a report of the course of our daily job at designated times in a day. Sometimes, I feel too stressed out to speak out my report. The other day I wrote a memo to summarize the report and have one of my colleagues read out loud. I felt so relieved.