The first day I played my favorite RPG "Dragon Something"


I bought the software. I opened the package. I set the cartridge, turned on my computer, and sat in front of the screen. After watching opening demo, with great excitement, I pressed the start button. Then name entry screen appeared.


Enter Your Name !

"My name?" I was startled. I didn't want to enter my real name because I didn't want to let my hero with my own name die out of my mistake or in an unexpected situation. However, I didn't any idea of fictional names because I had read few fictions. Anne for my hero? That's even more unsuitable. After I stuck in front of the screen for an hour struggling with the character name, I turned off the computer. That was my first day with "Dragon Something".


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