From a small step

When I opened a blog, I thought I could express what I wanted to say all over the world. I'm disappointed I haven't express myself as much as I expected before.
Still I have had lot to say, I'm usually hesitating thinking about who I can talk to if I want to put my thought effectively. Besides, since English isn't my first language, I sometimes feel inconvenient to express myself in English.
While take-it-easy thing will have been what I have to learn for coming many years, my big motivation to learn language is that I want to express myself as deeply and exactly as possible. That's why I'm never fed up with learning vocabulary and grammar.
Also, although I've just began to write for a blog, I was seeking posting a masterpiece, in which I'm calculating what time I can put up my core expression most effectively. That's not the attitude for beginner.
Actually Green-eyed Clunker is a story I told to my therapist when I was depressed impossible to see any positive prospect for my future career but still hoped to contribute to society with my odd characteristic.
I'd like to talk the core story soon, probably to the point.

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