My having gotten duller than 5 years ago

I was sometimes frustrated by contacts from dull guys over the Internet. They were interested in my posts in my Japanese blog.

Well, I have noticed that I myself is and getting even more a dull guy, especially compared with me 5 years ago. Moreover, from what you see here, I guess you can guess I'm a dull person.

The guys who sought contact with me was looking for something interesting, while they were suffering hard time at their lives or their workplaces, just as I'm looking for something interesting with my tired spirit.

My Japanese blog was richer than this blog, dealing with developmental disorder issues, stress coping in the workplace, landscape photos, and scribble of automobiles I loved when I was child.

Regretfully, my activities has become less frequent than I did 5 years ago. Well, I perceive that my energy has gotten a little bit weaker than then. I'm looking for the way to recover the energy to communicate more about my views and my activities.

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