Last Saturday I went 50 kilometers by bicycle, and the tires seemed to be OK. But on Thursday, this morning, when I check the bicycle to clean up the chain, and inflate the tires, the front tire was flat. Is my repair the other days finally didn't work? When I checked the tube, it was not likely, but it had another hole. I repaired with a patch in the morning, and I left the tube outside the tire, brought it in my room and inflated a bit. When I was back in the evening, the air was still filled. Today's repair seems to work in that I successfully patched the hole and no air leak, but the final result will be after I put the tube in the tire, and inflate it so as the bicycle is ready to run. Attaching the tube and the tire to the wheel, I have to work carefully and if there is any problem between the tire and the rim, like the rim tape problem, I'm going to have a flat tire again in a few days.
Slow Burst
My mental state is near burst. I sometimes make strange noises myself when I feel as if my brain were going to burst. I also feel that my mind is going to burst slowly with stresses from too many unreasonable things. One source of these stresses, I suppose, is the incompatibility with the standard way of socialization especially in business scenes and my characteristic sometimes described in the context of autism spectrum disorder. Even now, while I'm thinking that standard social skills in business scenes is worth learning, I scream to myself getting mad when I learn them. Isn't just shaving my beards enough to be a salesperson? Am I going to be disadvantaged forever because the skin of my face and my head is too dry? This is one reason why I thought that I wanted to escape my country when I was 11 and 25. This made me learn some foreign language. However, I'm learning that overseas isn't so good as I dream about, especially as long as I go to public school. W...
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