What did I do 5 years ago? And now?
I wrote 2 times more than I write here now. I was more energetic to write on behave of "aspies". I believed in fellowships of people with autistic spectrum disorders. By chance I looked back on my past blog posts 5 years ago. I made a little more grammatical errors than now, but much more energetic and hopeful when I learn a lot about web coding and commercial design in general. I tried to get inspiration and learn as much as possible from what I see every day for my design proficiency. I tried to learn from ads I see in Sendai station, pamphlets in front of the travel center there and so on. I also had energy and hope to do things around me. I then energetically scan documents of the past to help my room clean. One thing that makes my condition bad in 2014 is that I didn't know how to begin exercise when I feel weary. Sometimes I was so tired that it took pretty long time before I begin an action. Looks like I was sometimes saying to myself that I want to lie...