Maitta! Always - Daily Amazing Confusions -

I can't blame many companies and agencies wants to adopt a screening to exclude candidates on autism spectrum or with mental disorder. I myself have the personality to avoid any risk, and, to be honest, regretfully, want to avoid any change or any irregular thing. If I were in charge of human resources, chances would be, I would make a decision to avoid the risk, which means I would exclude any irregular candidate, who are supposed to bring higher probability of risk. From the perspective from a candidate with high-risk and "irregular" human resources, this is really a discouraging fact. Yet, being really disappointed bring me a great loss and nobody would compensate for it. The attitude I can take as a high risk candidate to keep motivation, declining the temptation of discouraging fact, I put up the banner that, "I'm willing to serve all the same.", and I myself continue to approve of this attitude as productive otherwise probably no one would do. This tas...

One motivation drove me blogging again probably. It's I'd like to note and somehow share that I'm an introvert and have been trying to find a way for success in an introvert way, and getting several books of success stories of introverts. I also notice that the introduction especially a self introduction like "I'm an introvert and still enjoy my life." Just this introduction is a good reason to buy a book, even though I'm not sure whether the way the author is successful is my piece of cake. Oops, again I need to click air plane on the top-right corner to publish, and bottom-right corner to call new post screen "to add an entry". I still kind of miss clicking top-left new post or the pen icon to write a new post.

A month has passed since I decided to move to new Blogger dashboard. Nothing was wrong; I can see the statuses of probably all my posts, with few visitors. I was just away from blogging for those months. Until I decided to make an entry for the first time in 3 months. I tried today to run edit screen, by clicking "new post" button. There is no such button like "new post" or the pen icon which I imagine is associate with editing a new post. There isn't one either. The answer was, the plus (+) button on bottom right corner of the list of your posts to call the edit screen for a new post. If you already know, no problem again, but at least I spent a quarter hour before I find how to make a new post on my new blogger user interface. And next problem. How to post? The answer, the paper airplane icon on the right top of the edit screen. I see this paper airplane icon on Gmail, on which the airplane stand for the "sent email tray". How many people noticed the...

I'm not really hearing this . I know this isn't really a sound. Probably my mind and body is telling that my mind is almost collapsing from stress. Is this sound like someone's voice? No, it is usually felt like a scratch noise, ringing a bell or beeper loudly. Anyway this is a distress signal from myself. I felt - "heard" it a half year ago, when I was struggling with requirements before I go to Abilympics in Aichi. This is what I tried to write April of 2020, when COVID-19 was just beginning to business, our working environment, and our daily life. Fortunately, 4 months after then, I continue my current Job, and my motivation is about to recover.

Rehabilitation. Beginning with just touching it. I had been away from bike since last November. I had been away from blogging in English since last November. I abandoned then the habit of blogging, yet I haven't been away from writing for myself.

How about my first work in this year? It wasn't bad. I took a relatively good start, except for I'm still bad at cleaning up my room. I checked who to report, because the organization and its managers have changed from the start of the year. I continue to learn knowledge about computer network technologies, but for this year, I will have to make more effort of marketing myself better, even though I have serious restriction in communication, especially face to face with those who I meet first.

Hoping to raising quality of my writing, I quit writing my blog posts every day. Then I totally quit blogging totally and even stopped my attempt of writing something. I don't think writing every day again is best solution, considering my goals ahead me in a few month, but I'm thinking that I need to get used to writing blog posts again.