Age 33-34 (2009) (5) It was a month before I write my first post since I opend my blog
I opened my Japanese blog in August, 2009, but it took more than one month to post my first article after I opened the blog. I opened the blog accidentally, rather than intended.
In that month before I write my first post, I even thought that I was going to delete the blog.
On the other hand I was also thinking that opening a blog accidentally was quite a good opportunity to make some effort to fight with my shyness.
My first several posts focused mainly on my shyness. I then really wanted to tell someone about my serious problem with communication especially in a speech, which I thought was a great stumbling block in the effort to find a job. I also wanted to tell my experience of my childhood which I thought had made me even more shy and have very low self esteem.
At that time, although I didn't have any skill to create any cool drawing or video, I wanted to post ones anyway no matter how terrible they may be. The picture and videos I made in the beginning this blog and my Japanese blog now make me blush. (By the way my skill to create such multimedia stuff hasn't been improved much, just acquiring skills to draw simple illustrations with Microsoft Excel for images for web pages.) I then thought continuing work would bring me about much progress in skills in creating these kinds of things.
Although its contents didn't give much information or rich profile of me, beginning outputs on the Internet was a great milestone for me.
In that month before I write my first post, I even thought that I was going to delete the blog.
On the other hand I was also thinking that opening a blog accidentally was quite a good opportunity to make some effort to fight with my shyness.
My first several posts focused mainly on my shyness. I then really wanted to tell someone about my serious problem with communication especially in a speech, which I thought was a great stumbling block in the effort to find a job. I also wanted to tell my experience of my childhood which I thought had made me even more shy and have very low self esteem.
At that time, although I didn't have any skill to create any cool drawing or video, I wanted to post ones anyway no matter how terrible they may be. The picture and videos I made in the beginning this blog and my Japanese blog now make me blush. (By the way my skill to create such multimedia stuff hasn't been improved much, just acquiring skills to draw simple illustrations with Microsoft Excel for images for web pages.) I then thought continuing work would bring me about much progress in skills in creating these kinds of things.
Although its contents didn't give much information or rich profile of me, beginning outputs on the Internet was a great milestone for me.
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