15 more posts to achive one of my goals for this year, only 13 days left

This year I've already posted on this blog 485 times. This is much close to a goal I set in the beginning of this year. I set the goal that I post either every day or 500 posts for this year. Now 15 left to post, and 13 days left.

In the beginning of year, I have a lot I want to tell someone about my characteristics, especially ones related to autism spectrum disorders. I also had a lot I wanted to tell how I struggled to find a job.

Soon after I'm tired with my daily work and I was missing point in talking about myself as with a kind of autistic disorder. I was beginning to think that my weakness in communication can be overcome with an effort, which is incompatible with views from some adults with similar disorders.

These days I simply haven't have very good idea for blog posts, because I'm even missing everything I'd like to tell because I've been too tired to form any thought or if I could have, I couldn't have put it into words.

Continuing to post daily is good for the habit to try to communicate in English anyway even if I don't have big vocabulary or I have few exciting topics.
I hope that this continuing post have some good effect more than that I make it a habit to blog in English every day.

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