A note I took Friday morning, Apr3, 2015
weak and limp
What action would I benefit other person?
Word naturally coming with me.
Filling the gap between the vocabulary "natural for me" and standard usage of vocabulary.
(This was a note I took on the train to work in the morning.)
Two birds flying in the sky and a car passed by the road behind the station.
The sky was light blue with thin clouds.
When I draw my Kindle out of my bag, a plastic cover interfered with it. I had forgotten to put it away.
There were more then two cars parked a parking lot near the station. Many of them were K-cars. After the train crossed over Hirose River, I saw woods and cliffs, and crossed over the Tohoku Express Way. Most of the tree hadn't have leaves yet. It was early spring. (Later in the lunch break I saw cherry blossoms were beginning to bloom at a park near the office.)
Right after I read the Bible, I came across an expression "they cry to the LORD". It reminded me a usage of the word "the", with the flashback just a few months ago I was a little bit surprised that "the" White House have word "the" at the top of the word. Then I recalled my crying experience. (I have cried so many times, in elementary school, in university, and after I graduated from university, that it's a little bit hard to pick up a specific story of my crying, but anyway I recalled an unexpected one.) I cried to the public when I was 18 years old, that is 21 years ago. I went to a cram school then. At the end of April, students went to picnic by train to the seashore, which has been now wash away by the great tsunami in 2011. Every student seemed to have a nice time, but I felt so lonely, able to talk to hardly anyone, and suddenly I cried to student "I hate you, every one" I didn't hate anyone actually. I didn't even really understood what I hate someone is like. Probably I just wanted to draw attention of a few people, but I didn't know an effective way to do it either, and I did in one of the worst way I had taken since the beginning of my elementary school life.
When I was recalling one of my crying episodes, I also thought that this was also good example of an action that make vocabulary I had just seen or leaned. The word "cry" is one of the most basic words in English. But have I take even these the most simple words this personally? I was thinking that "You may memorized the meanings of many words given, (probably mainly for exam purpose) but don't you have any personal experience with things one of these words refers to?"
What action would I benefit other person?
Word naturally coming with me.
Filling the gap between the vocabulary "natural for me" and standard usage of vocabulary.
A sketch around Rikuzen-Ochiai station
(This was a note I took on the train to work in the morning.)Two birds flying in the sky and a car passed by the road behind the station.
The sky was light blue with thin clouds.
When I draw my Kindle out of my bag, a plastic cover interfered with it. I had forgotten to put it away.
There were more then two cars parked a parking lot near the station. Many of them were K-cars. After the train crossed over Hirose River, I saw woods and cliffs, and crossed over the Tohoku Express Way. Most of the tree hadn't have leaves yet. It was early spring. (Later in the lunch break I saw cherry blossoms were beginning to bloom at a park near the office.)
Remembering Bible reading far behind schedule
I asked myself a question. Is God interested in me? Most believers may have a clear answer to this question, but then I couldn't help asking to myself because it was crucial for me because I felt a little bit lonely because, (later I noticed that they were so busy) I perceived that hardly anyone, even people near me seemed to be interested in me. (At the same time I'm happy to a large extent as long as I can draw or write something on my sketchbook.)Right after I read the Bible, I came across an expression "they cry to the LORD". It reminded me a usage of the word "the", with the flashback just a few months ago I was a little bit surprised that "the" White House have word "the" at the top of the word. Then I recalled my crying experience. (I have cried so many times, in elementary school, in university, and after I graduated from university, that it's a little bit hard to pick up a specific story of my crying, but anyway I recalled an unexpected one.) I cried to the public when I was 18 years old, that is 21 years ago. I went to a cram school then. At the end of April, students went to picnic by train to the seashore, which has been now wash away by the great tsunami in 2011. Every student seemed to have a nice time, but I felt so lonely, able to talk to hardly anyone, and suddenly I cried to student "I hate you, every one" I didn't hate anyone actually. I didn't even really understood what I hate someone is like. Probably I just wanted to draw attention of a few people, but I didn't know an effective way to do it either, and I did in one of the worst way I had taken since the beginning of my elementary school life.
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