Choosing good encounters rather than bad encounters: Revising memories of my childhood

It was just a bad encounter. I can forget it if I with.

By forgetting it don't I lose my memory of my childhood?

Even if I forget about classmates who bullied me and adults who turned cold eyes to me, I don't believe I'm going to forget the memories of adventures from when I was in the 2nd grade, looked for various descriptions of automobile tires, electric and gas meters, edible herbs and bugs.

Besides that, even if wanted to really forget about everything on my childhood, some flashbacks would still remain like a scar on the skin of my head, which make me feel like screaming once in a while.

Well, one thing I can say about my childhood is that trying to remember memories good for me certainly improve my productivity, by enriching the contents I can provide you with here.

Choosing good encounters rather than bad encounters: This is getting a critical key word for me to tell you better things, by revising my past experiences.

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