Monday morning I was OK although I got up as late as 7a.m.
I energized myself with a cup of Starbucks drip coffee.
I want to cut spending on daily coffee, so I'm planning I count my spending by my original unit in which a canned coffee would be about a point.
A canned coffee is 100 to 120 yen, and today's spending is a short cup of Starbucks (280yen, 2pts), one more coffee (108yen, 1pt), and VIA in the morning (about 103yen 1pt) so the points for today is 4. I won't count when I drink instant coffee, which is relatively reasonable.
I would like to control points below 10 in a week.

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