My Internet connections these days are slow and unreliable. It's slower than analog modems generally used more than 20 years ago. Is it problem of wireless connection, or ADSL connectivity? Speed isn't not the only problem. I posted an entry a few minutes ago, but the content of the post was lost because the request to deal with the post failed. This time, I copy the content to the buffer of my PC in order to retrieve it in case I lose it again.
Slow Burst
My mental state is near burst. I sometimes make strange noises myself when I feel as if my brain were going to burst. I also feel that my mind is going to burst slowly with stresses from too many unreasonable things. One source of these stresses, I suppose, is the incompatibility with the standard way of socialization especially in business scenes and my characteristic sometimes described in the context of autism spectrum disorder. Even now, while I'm thinking that standard social skills in business scenes is worth learning, I scream to myself getting mad when I learn them. Isn't just shaving my beards enough to be a salesperson? Am I going to be disadvantaged forever because the skin of my face and my head is too dry? This is one reason why I thought that I wanted to escape my country when I was 11 and 25. This made me learn some foreign language. However, I'm learning that overseas isn't so good as I dream about, especially as long as I go to public school. W...
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