Today was paid holiday, and had 2 clinic visits, blood pressure and mental health. I left home almost the same time as the days I work, and arrived at the first clinic 20 minutes before its opening. About 5 people were already waiting. In my previous visit I arrive at the clinic just the time it opens, and I had to wait one and a half hour. Today I waited less than an hour. Arriving at the first hospital 30 minutes it begins may be a good idea, for me, especially when I have to visit 2 clinics in the morning, taking advantage of a half paid holiday.
Slow Burst
My mental state is near burst. I sometimes make strange noises myself when I feel as if my brain were going to burst. I also feel that my mind is going to burst slowly with stresses from too many unreasonable things. One source of these stresses, I suppose, is the incompatibility with the standard way of socialization especially in business scenes and my characteristic sometimes described in the context of autism spectrum disorder. Even now, while I'm thinking that standard social skills in business scenes is worth learning, I scream to myself getting mad when I learn them. Isn't just shaving my beards enough to be a salesperson? Am I going to be disadvantaged forever because the skin of my face and my head is too dry? This is one reason why I thought that I wanted to escape my country when I was 11 and 25. This made me learn some foreign language. However, I'm learning that overseas isn't so good as I dream about, especially as long as I go to public school. W...
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