Sorry for My Smyle of "Bakudan Iwa" (Bomb Crag in Dragon Warrior series)

I looked my face in the mirror, and wore a smile before I had a bath.
I had jogged 1 kilometer after I had had supper before then.
My smile looked like one of the monsters of Dragon Quest or Dragon Warrior.
This monster was called "Bakudan Iwa"(ばくだんいわ) in Dragon Quest. (view images from Google image search)
Or if you played Dragon Warrior III or later, you may have seen the monster "Bomb Crag".
As to it appearance, it wears shady smile with its rocky body, whose entire body is its face.
It never attack us and let us attack, enduring silently, until its damage reaches a certain point.
Once its damage reaches certain point, it begins to attack us, with a destructive attack by exploding itself or using a self-sacrifice spell.

I believe I don't have any wicked intention on my smile.
I just want to stick it around to fight with stresses in business communications.

I have no intention to neither crack, hit, bomb, nor wait until self-explosion.
I just want to fight with strength and with perseverance until it finally explodes after it took substantial amount of damage.

To prevent my "Bomb Crag Smile" from exploding, not making as serious as to the amount it cause the bomb to explode.

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