My performance of the skills competition, my efforts, and my weaknesses

My performance of the skills competition (creating web pages) wasn't up to satisfaction, so was my result.

In the competition, each player was given 3 hours and 4 requirements, plus descriptions of improvements each player made during the time of the competition.

I spent too much time on one requirement, for 2.5 hours out of 3 , installing a slide show on my website. I hadn't perfectly mastered the usage of JavaScript setInterval function and jQuery removeClass method, which made me spent twice time as I had expected.

I had little time to cope with the rest 3 requirements, so my overall score wasn't up to any award, but when I heard the comment from the judges, my score was a little bit lower than those who won medals, and if I had chosen the right strategy, I might have won a medal.

This experience showed the result of my effort and my weakness, which also often appear in my work every day.

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