Want and Need badly to taking it easy
Today I went to my doctor and spoke about things for one month.
I made relatively big purchases last month.
I experienced huge mental earthquake last week and barely went to work with (although almost inner one) repeated scream.
I finally completed my work successfully and happy enough to see the client's smile.
I also talked about the analysis why the communications in the middle of this week went wrong; it was firstly because I didn't know how to effectively report of an impended task, secondly because I lacked the sense of responsibility to complete my work as a main engineer, and thirdly because when I'm liable to shrink so greatly when I was rebuked that I even lose voice and standard and sometimes basic communication skill, with limping posture, which would make matters much worse.
Doctor said "Take it easy." He was right in that all I want and need is learn to take it easy, and this need comprise, if not all, major part of my characteristic, so called disability.
I made relatively big purchases last month.
I experienced huge mental earthquake last week and barely went to work with (although almost inner one) repeated scream.
I finally completed my work successfully and happy enough to see the client's smile.
I also talked about the analysis why the communications in the middle of this week went wrong; it was firstly because I didn't know how to effectively report of an impended task, secondly because I lacked the sense of responsibility to complete my work as a main engineer, and thirdly because when I'm liable to shrink so greatly when I was rebuked that I even lose voice and standard and sometimes basic communication skill, with limping posture, which would make matters much worse.
Doctor said "Take it easy." He was right in that all I want and need is learn to take it easy, and this need comprise, if not all, major part of my characteristic, so called disability.
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