This year I hope to tell what I was like when in school

The first half of last year I posted many times about my life and job hunting after I got to 30 years old, but I've seldom told on this blog about myself when I was in school and university.

This year I hope I will be able to tell several episodes ... about my school years.

I had hard time with making communication with fellow students which make sense.
Now I reflect on these time, when I was in elementary school and junior high school, and I'm thinking that at that time I had hardly understood what communications which make sense is like.

Of course I don't think that an average child is highly conscious of whether their communication make sense, but anyway it look like that they manage to communicate in a way they makes sense.

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