A trouble of the train I took yesterday

Yesterday the Senzan line, which I take to go to work, had much trouble.
The train I took to work in the morning was delayed. Fortunately I had a seat and the delay was not so much as to be late for work.
The more trouble was when I go home after work.
I thought I needed to take a train later to have a seat, but when I got to the station, there was already a lot of people on the platform. The train I usually take, bound for Yamagata, was suspended, and they were waiting for the next train.
I heard that the trouble of the line was due to an avalanche. According to another announce it was due to a rockfall. I wasn't sure which was right, or both. One thing certain for me was that my plan to have a rest on the train back home was ruined.
Fortunately, up to today, I haven't been so tired as to feel some mental troubles, but I'm beginning to feel some sign of tiredness in my body.

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