Things what I thought when I found the word "rail" in a section fight against bitterness

Rail: I was curious when I was reading a book by Dale Carnegie.

First I imagined rails trains run on.

I looked up the word "rail".
Surprisingly its first definition was not something trains run on.
It was rather a pipe to support something.
Now I've just noticed that the rails of the railway also support trains.

The word rail as a verb seemed to be to complain bitterly about something.
The section I found the word was about stopping being bitter, because bitterness kills yourself.

I have been inactive in expressing what I feel or what I have experienced, but at least there is a good point. I have been much less bitter than years ago when I was in my early 30s.
Instead, I have been changed to show thanks for small things.

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