Me at church (2)
I have at least a few people who I can talk to at church.
Sometimes vocabulary in the Bible was too difficult for me, especially in Japanese.
There are a lot of kanjis which stand for qualities and katakanas words which stand for foreign words.
I'm just there, around, in and out, around the chapel.
When it's fine sometimes I talk with sparrows, butterflies, and mantes around grasses outside the church building.
Sometimes I draw pictures of automobiles, but recently the cars in my picture are much rounder than real cars are. I also draw people. I began to draw people in recent years, and I can't draw in right proportion of each part of the body of a person.
Sitting for 10 minutes on a chair in the chapel is problem for me. It takes me a lot of energy.
To resist panics from anxiety in a lot of people, I use unnecessary power to keep my body straight, sometimes excessive straight, and often tiptoeing from weird excitement.
Some people find me weird and they seem to reluctant to talk with me, because I'm really poor at begin conversation, and my way to say hello is too odd.
Fortunately, no one said to me "get out of hear" just as I had heard tens of times in classroom.
Fortunately at work I can talk to my boss and she listens to me as long as my way and timing of the address is right. I do well on weekdays, but on weekends, the energy to act as a person who is capable to speak appropriately has already run out, and I can hardly speak, except for the people I can talk to, just as I wrote in the beginning.
Sometimes vocabulary in the Bible was too difficult for me, especially in Japanese.
There are a lot of kanjis which stand for qualities and katakanas words which stand for foreign words.
I'm just there, around, in and out, around the chapel.
When it's fine sometimes I talk with sparrows, butterflies, and mantes around grasses outside the church building.
Sometimes I draw pictures of automobiles, but recently the cars in my picture are much rounder than real cars are. I also draw people. I began to draw people in recent years, and I can't draw in right proportion of each part of the body of a person.
Sitting for 10 minutes on a chair in the chapel is problem for me. It takes me a lot of energy.
To resist panics from anxiety in a lot of people, I use unnecessary power to keep my body straight, sometimes excessive straight, and often tiptoeing from weird excitement.
Some people find me weird and they seem to reluctant to talk with me, because I'm really poor at begin conversation, and my way to say hello is too odd.
Fortunately, no one said to me "get out of hear" just as I had heard tens of times in classroom.
Fortunately at work I can talk to my boss and she listens to me as long as my way and timing of the address is right. I do well on weekdays, but on weekends, the energy to act as a person who is capable to speak appropriately has already run out, and I can hardly speak, except for the people I can talk to, just as I wrote in the beginning.
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