Alert levels of my mind
My tense mind recently is about to break.
Many unexpected thing have been hard on me.
Unexpected reschedule of meeting, unexpected delay of train, and prolonged rainy weather which wouldn't allow us seeing blue sky for a month.
It's very difficult to understand what various people are interested with my characteristic with very limited interest, automobiles, railroads, trains, and video games, but computer and math is dropping out and history and society is about to slip in.
One alert sign is hearing alarms inside my mind.
Another is I feel that I might be able to see through everything and learn proportions of things, humans, automobiles, and buildings. This is my perception is getting excessively active.
Fortunately the frequency I utter "suicide" has been reduced to half of that in the beginning of September, and I'm less irritated than I was yesterday.
Many unexpected thing have been hard on me.
Unexpected reschedule of meeting, unexpected delay of train, and prolonged rainy weather which wouldn't allow us seeing blue sky for a month.
It's very difficult to understand what various people are interested with my characteristic with very limited interest, automobiles, railroads, trains, and video games, but computer and math is dropping out and history and society is about to slip in.
One alert sign is hearing alarms inside my mind.
Another is I feel that I might be able to see through everything and learn proportions of things, humans, automobiles, and buildings. This is my perception is getting excessively active.
Fortunately the frequency I utter "suicide" has been reduced to half of that in the beginning of September, and I'm less irritated than I was yesterday.
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