Questions and answers of my pastime these days

What do you do in your pastime these days?
- I surf the Web without clear purpose. I sometimes view F1 compilation videos of 1989-1994 when I was into it. Sometimes I view a Dragon Quest Dictionary, look up words and sometimes get sentimental and nostalgic about every feature I enjoyed in the series of games I enjoyed more than 20 years ago.

What prevent you from going on skiing in the Golden Week Holidays?
- At this time of year, early May in the middle of spring, to be honest, my motivation for skiing gets so low that it takes a lot of energy to prepare for skiing, even make me feel stressful. Now that I work, skiing should be a purpose of refreshment, not a source of stress. Refreshment is my primary purpose and skills comes to the next. I may want to find another activity more for this season.

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