Starbucks drip coffee was not for refreshment when I was breathless with long bike ride, I learned a lesson, although it is a good stimulant when I'm tired in the morning and want to get more vigor to set and continue to work.

Today I went a bicycle shop to have the brakes upgraded. It took 2 hours, so I walked along Sendai city, bought a ballpoint pen and a bundle of sketch books, then dropped at a Starbucks near the shop to kill time, sketching a bit. I ordered drip hot short, as I usually do before I begin working, but the coffee got hard on me, with overloaded heart and continuing thirst under the heat of over 30C degrees.

So am I going to have short hot drip coffee at a Starbucks tomorrow again?
Well, it's probable. If I think having a cup of Starbucks coffee help me work with more lighter mind on Monday.

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