Renewal of my driver's license had been smoothly done, having started for the venue early in the morning. Then in the afternoon, I went to city branch office for the renewal of medical expense deduction. The procedure was a bit stressful, although there was no difficult point. Perhaps I felt that I felt that some staff was doubting my understanding of the terms and the forms to fill in. I know this is just my wrong thought without reason. Now I'm thinking that it's a good idea to think the way following: "Today, taking advantage of a paid holiday, I finished two renewal tasks which I had worried from more than a month before. Although this holiday itself was really tiring and stressful, still it was good in a sense that I was successful to remove 2 tasks which make me worries, and for the next weekend the situation will be much less stressful."
Slow Burst
My mental state is near burst. I sometimes make strange noises myself when I feel as if my brain were going to burst. I also feel that my mind is going to burst slowly with stresses from too many unreasonable things. One source of these stresses, I suppose, is the incompatibility with the standard way of socialization especially in business scenes and my characteristic sometimes described in the context of autism spectrum disorder. Even now, while I'm thinking that standard social skills in business scenes is worth learning, I scream to myself getting mad when I learn them. Isn't just shaving my beards enough to be a salesperson? Am I going to be disadvantaged forever because the skin of my face and my head is too dry? This is one reason why I thought that I wanted to escape my country when I was 11 and 25. This made me learn some foreign language. However, I'm learning that overseas isn't so good as I dream about, especially as long as I go to public school. W...
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