Silent Man VS Siren Man - Battle inside My Personality at Work -

Today at work, I planned to control the pace of my work to avoid trouble from my temper largely due to overwork, because our supervisor was out for short visits for a few hours and had to let the workspace run with minimum employees.

First two hours, I was mentally stable, but suddenly I felt too uneasy to respond to my colleague's question, and to tell necessary subjects from not, even a simplest subject which  wasn't obviously needed, one I could have told at once it was not what we wanted.

It was not until a quarter hour that I perceived I was becoming shaky. When I was out for short break, my mind began to scream repeatedly, if heard someone may call me insane (actually I see psychiatrist once or twice a month).

Siren man away for 10 days were reviving and taking over my personality as a silent man.

Fortunately this time, the silent man won. The siren man left my personality in another two hours.

Daily struggle in work and life of a man with mental weakness from autistic disorder may possible be described as daily continuous battle between the silent man and the siren man in his personality.

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