My condition isn't so bad, at least at work

Yesterday I thought that my condition had been picked up.

This morning I felt so bad that I couldn't do anything until breakfast.
I was only viewing some sports news and some information about game on the web.

On the train to work, I listened to a newscast and thought a little bit about myself.
After I got off the train I watched designs of ads and passers-by, while walking slowly.

By the time I arrived at the workplace, I found that my condition wasn't so bad.
I was able to work at a relatively good pace.
When I leave the workplace, I didn't felt so bad, but at the station, I gave up the train that was about to start. It was so crowded. If I had been really fine, I would take that train, wanting to arrive home as soon as possible.

Now I'm thinking: My condition isn't really so bad. At least when I work, I feel relatively good. The problem is the gap of my feeling when I'm at work in the day and when I'm home in the morning and evening. At home recently I've been feeling so down that I haven't been feel like doing any activity for fun or for self-enlightenment.

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