Not completely healed : What spell did I cast on last weekend?

"Not completely healed." This is what I shout to myself when I was headed for Sendai station, right after having finished the work for the day.

On last Saturday and Sunday, I had a lot of rest, but on Monday morning, when I woke up I was already much tired and sleepy. On the day at work, I did pretty well, so it turned out that my tiredness wasn't so serious as I had been worried in the morning.

Interestingly, my tiredness in the morning reminded me of another thing.
The memory of when I played Wizardry on Nintendo. It had a translation into Japanese, but you can switch the language to the original English.

When I cast a spell of powerful healing like "madi" my character was fully healed with the message, "'your character' is completely healed." I don't remember the exact words, but when not completely healed, I got the message like "healed by 5 HP".

Recently, in the beginning of the week, I'm always thing that it would be great if I could say "I have been completely healed with the rest in the weekend".

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