Prime Minister : This Is How I Went Through Questions About My Dream In My Childhood - My Progresses 62

What is your dream?

As most people were asked when they were children, I was asked this question several times in my childhood.
When I was asked that question in kindergarten, I couldn't answer by myself.
I asked the teacher for help.

There I got an advice:  "How about Prime Minister?"

I asked: "What is Prime Minister?" The answer was "The greatest person in Japan."

From then on I answered "Prime Minister" to the similar question until I enter university. Then I made efforts to get better grades and enter better university. The problem was that this was not a dream but just an obsession.

I didn't really understand the job of Prime Minister and politicians.

Time passed and now I have gotten a glimpse of how hard it is to play a role in charge of a large number of people. I have become 40 years old and it is not until recently that I have understood what a person or people have a dream and realize it.

Some dreams may be too late for me if I want to realize as a player, but still I'm looking for a way to come to terms with my dream, in order for me to live the latter half of my life.

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