A foreigner spoke Japanese better than I on a bus yesterday

On Saturday yesterday it was on the bus from skiing.
The bus was crowded with passengers with skiers and snowboards.
Among them was several foreigners. They also seemed to have enjoyed snowboarding.
It was public transport, so sometimes a few people got on on the way.
After a while I dozed off. When I woke up I saw an elderly lady were standing besides my seat.
It was time to give up my seat for her. All I could was I saw the lady and gesture that I was ready to stand up. It looked like that she didn't understand my intention.
I was too shy to speak out.
Then one of the foreigner spoke to the lady in Japanese and gave up his seat to her.
I thought, he spoke Japanese better than I could.
Sometimes communication difficulty prevent me from giving up my seat.

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