The level crossing

The train arrived.
I got off the train and went through the gate 10th~20th.
Grounds and roads are wet. Some were putting out their umbrellas.
As soon as I left the station, I jogged towards home.
It was 240 meters from the station to the level crossing.
Some areas were covered with snow and a little bit slippery.
Fortunately I got through without stumbling.
I was going through the level crossing.
I slowed down, took a deep sigh, and looked at the station.
The train I had just taken off flashed suddenly.
Right after that the alarm started to ring, and the bars of the level crossing was about to shut down.
The train was little bit delayed today, so jogging the level crossing was the must if I didn't want to be wait 2 to 3 minutes there until the train passed.

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