Finally I can sit and relax for next 18 hours, after all work has been over for this weekend.
On Thursday, preparing PowerPoint for the meeting.
On Friday, meeting.
On Saturday and Sunday training session for ski instructors.
Today I was almost mentally wreck, shouting out loud, panicked and needed a lot of drinkable water. For some time I manged to behave and enjoy skiing.
I was totally out of place in the session in that I have several mental dysfunctions and needed myself someone to mentally support me, and I was no problem in that I understand and demonstrate basic techniques for teaching someone skiing.
The mental load for me in the session isn't small. I almost forget what to say and much vocabulary to tell how's it going.
I know I need 1.5 time sleep of my usual one after such a mental wreck, to go to work on Monday with smile.
It's fortunate that Monday morning will be a half holiday and I have a chance to recover from this mentally drained condition.
It is really good that the entire training session, with 350 participants, ended without any trouble or accident. The fact that I shouted out loud about 7 times may look somehow awkward and pretty much shock to me, but this was trivial for keep the session going.

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