Problems with taking next action to sleep and why

This year I'm going to make it in keeping on posting here something every day.
This means I'm going to post more than 365 posts in this year.

I guess almost a third of my posts in this year refer to my sleep.
Perhaps I have posted 100 articles about my sleep in this year.
I'm so much concerned about my condition and so much concerned about problems with my sleep.

This time too I can't take next action and moving to and fro web pages sitting in front of my laptop. I was thinking of what to write today, thinking "writing about my sleep again?".

Perhaps I'm always thinking about having sleep when I'm able to work on this edit page, typically either right after I'm back from work or after I have supper.

"The next task is having a lot of quality sleep, but I have a task of post here for today." In this way, probably, my blog topic typically become about my sleep.

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