My scanning +136 sheets, 300 left, a guidebook of game design by creator of Dragon Quest, with my condithion almost burnt out

I'm almost burnt out from year-end works of December.
Sometimes some easy words are hard to say from tiredness and I'm embarrassed when it happens during a phone call, a meeting, and a report.

This morning my scanning task advanced a lot.
I scanned a book by the scenario writer of Dragon Quest. The book was published in 1988.
I happened to scan 136 sheets and still have 300 sheets to scan to achieve my goal for Christmas.

Another good thing, than number of sheets I scanned, is I finished this work before 7:20 a.m.
Typically my scanning work finish around 7:30 a.m. and have to hurry to have breakfast, to leave home for work 8:09 a.m., getting on a train 8:19 a.m.

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