On the second day of 4-day holidays, I was indoor all the day, almost on my bed viewing game play videos of Atelier Series,"Atelier Lydie and Suelle Alchemists and the mysterious painting". I wish I could play myself, however I was really touched by its story only by viewing the game play videos. In order to play this, I have to get PlayStation 4 in addition to the software. I have only PlayStation 3 now, and the last time I played this series was "Atelier Meruru: The Apprentice of Arland ". I was thinking of getting PlayStation 4, checking the price, and finally I decided to give one for this year. Now priorities of spending on games are much lower than they were years ago, though. Probably spending on safer, faster, and more comfortable cycling is of much higher priority.
Slow Burst
My mental state is near burst. I sometimes make strange noises myself when I feel as if my brain were going to burst. I also feel that my mind is going to burst slowly with stresses from too many unreasonable things. One source of these stresses, I suppose, is the incompatibility with the standard way of socialization especially in business scenes and my characteristic sometimes described in the context of autism spectrum disorder. Even now, while I'm thinking that standard social skills in business scenes is worth learning, I scream to myself getting mad when I learn them. Isn't just shaving my beards enough to be a salesperson? Am I going to be disadvantaged forever because the skin of my face and my head is too dry? This is one reason why I thought that I wanted to escape my country when I was 11 and 25. This made me learn some foreign language. However, I'm learning that overseas isn't so good as I dream about, especially as long as I go to public school. W...
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