I barely went out for jogging after supper. Before starting, I was really weary. I'm almost always weary when I have free time to go out for jogging. Once I'm able to start, my stamina last and it turns out that my condition is not so bad finally. The problem, the critical moment is always the first step, the energy to decide and prepare for going out.
From May until the middle of June, my condition is typically this way.
By the way, continuing blogging for years, I have found that posting entries for my blogs will be useful to myself some years later. I feel this especially in my personal Japanese blogs and blog post writing for my workplace.
My past blog posts tell me what I did, how I did it, and what I felt about the event. This often help me thinking that I'm all right now, even though I feel tired and my situation these days may be a little bit tough, I got thorough even tougher situations and even severer mental depressions years ago.
This point of view, however, is the point I miss here, my blog written in English. I seldom reading back my entries here. I doubted my proficiency in English and I'm afraid that looking back on my past entries may embarrass me a lot.
I'm also getting aware of another problem. With most of my entries written in English, I intend to communicate with no one. Even not with myself. Then next step of this blog can be a letter for myself years later, even if I find it hard to someone closest to me to talk to.
Having said that, establishing blogging habit, even with posts sometimes hardly making sense, is a certain achievement in composition. This has certainly helped me get used to write something a bit more and more useful, and very rarely somehow interesting, regularly.
What to tell myself a few year later, or perhaps past myself, myself in childhood, would be a hint when I find it hard to decide what to write for the day in the future.
From May until the middle of June, my condition is typically this way.
By the way, continuing blogging for years, I have found that posting entries for my blogs will be useful to myself some years later. I feel this especially in my personal Japanese blogs and blog post writing for my workplace.
My past blog posts tell me what I did, how I did it, and what I felt about the event. This often help me thinking that I'm all right now, even though I feel tired and my situation these days may be a little bit tough, I got thorough even tougher situations and even severer mental depressions years ago.
This point of view, however, is the point I miss here, my blog written in English. I seldom reading back my entries here. I doubted my proficiency in English and I'm afraid that looking back on my past entries may embarrass me a lot.
I'm also getting aware of another problem. With most of my entries written in English, I intend to communicate with no one. Even not with myself. Then next step of this blog can be a letter for myself years later, even if I find it hard to someone closest to me to talk to.
Having said that, establishing blogging habit, even with posts sometimes hardly making sense, is a certain achievement in composition. This has certainly helped me get used to write something a bit more and more useful, and very rarely somehow interesting, regularly.
What to tell myself a few year later, or perhaps past myself, myself in childhood, would be a hint when I find it hard to decide what to write for the day in the future.
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