The desire to tell something interesting recovered

This year I've made up my mind to post this blog in English every day. This make me actually continue to update this blog on daily basis.

When it comes to my Japanese blog, however, the pace of posts has been on the decline.
This is because my desire to tell something interesting has also been on the decline, probably because I haven't able to cope very well with stresses from work, and don't enough time to turn my eyes to something interesting in my daily life and if I manage to do, it's become also hard to put these things into words.

The activity of both my brain and my body have been such a low pace.

Things has been changed after I told in my Japanese blog that what happened when I listened to American news podcasts. This year I come to understand these news enough to be interested in people and books on the news, which I tell in the blog once in a while. I also told funny mistakes I made while listening to the news.

I'm not sure readers really enjoy my story, but at least my desire to tell something interesting has been recovered a little bit.

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