Few word to tell today's post and finally found that saying someone's name has been not such an easy thing to do
Sometimes I spend more than an hour without coming up with any word in front of my laptop.
This is no wonder, considering I even didn't have voice when I had to introduce myself years ago. I did know my name but I couldn't say my name. I was frozen.
Now I have few words to say, but it's much better than then, because I wasn't frozen either just like then.
I wish that I could have explain "I do know my name, but I can't say it at all" at that time, but if I had been able to, I would also have been able to able to say my name easily... while writing this, I'm beginning to doubt this. Well, I have some ability to explain my bad states, my problems, my difficulties, and I do imagine that most people think that if I have such ability of explanation, then I should be easily to say my name.
In my case, explaining situations is one thing, and saying my name or someone's name has been quite different. I have always been shy about saying someone's name and usually awkwardly addressed with the word "you" if I have to address someone by being questioned "who you are talking about", and in most cases in everyday conversation, I had done without saying any name. Perhaps I waited until someone kind enough counted me in the circle of a conversation, instead of addressing those in the conversation.
Just now, at first, I just wanted to say that I didn't come up with any word to tell you in today's post, but just by telling this, I happened to think deeply about the memory of when I really had a difficulty in speech, in which I couldn't say even my name, but as for me actually, saying someone's name including myself hasn't been such an easy thing as many people (I imagine) may think.
This is no wonder, considering I even didn't have voice when I had to introduce myself years ago. I did know my name but I couldn't say my name. I was frozen.
Now I have few words to say, but it's much better than then, because I wasn't frozen either just like then.
I wish that I could have explain "I do know my name, but I can't say it at all" at that time, but if I had been able to, I would also have been able to able to say my name easily... while writing this, I'm beginning to doubt this. Well, I have some ability to explain my bad states, my problems, my difficulties, and I do imagine that most people think that if I have such ability of explanation, then I should be easily to say my name.
In my case, explaining situations is one thing, and saying my name or someone's name has been quite different. I have always been shy about saying someone's name and usually awkwardly addressed with the word "you" if I have to address someone by being questioned "who you are talking about", and in most cases in everyday conversation, I had done without saying any name. Perhaps I waited until someone kind enough counted me in the circle of a conversation, instead of addressing those in the conversation.
Just now, at first, I just wanted to say that I didn't come up with any word to tell you in today's post, but just by telling this, I happened to think deeply about the memory of when I really had a difficulty in speech, in which I couldn't say even my name, but as for me actually, saying someone's name including myself hasn't been such an easy thing as many people (I imagine) may think.
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