The progresses I have made :10 Thinking negative things and positive things - reflaction and conversation to myself for today
I looked up the words envy and jealousy on the train to work. It was probably because I had a desire to express myself, and recalled an episode associated with these words.
Speaking of envy and jealousy, in the beginning of this blog, I picked up these topics, because I was hungry for opportunities to have conversation (especially in English) with other people.
On the way back home, I also noticed that I've been cynical and mean to those studying English, some of them from their entry levels, hoping to have conversations with people from various countries. I myself have perceived myself as not a person who want to talk to a lot of people, being an introvert, and having a hard time to establish relationships with even people near me.
I have found out that I don't have so strong desire to have conversations to many people. I prefer to conversations a lot with myself. When I heard a catch phrase that says "a foreign language is just a tool for communication", I hated it, because I knew I had no choice but talking to almost only myself, while learning English, French and some other languages. But even in talking to myself, a language is still communication tool. Communicating with yourself.
I sometimes thought negative things during the day after I left for work until I come home, but through working for a company with good philosophy, I have learn to think of and express good things daily, mainly at work.
In the afternoon I felt that it's important to express thanks daily to our co-workers.
The train home was crowded and it was a little bit uncomfortable. I was almost becoming short-tempered, but then I remembered gratefulness to the carrier, run regularly on time every day. I felt this much more because I've gone through a hard time in which I couldn't go out every day because of mental problems.
Speaking of envy and jealousy, in the beginning of this blog, I picked up these topics, because I was hungry for opportunities to have conversation (especially in English) with other people.
On the way back home, I also noticed that I've been cynical and mean to those studying English, some of them from their entry levels, hoping to have conversations with people from various countries. I myself have perceived myself as not a person who want to talk to a lot of people, being an introvert, and having a hard time to establish relationships with even people near me.
I have found out that I don't have so strong desire to have conversations to many people. I prefer to conversations a lot with myself. When I heard a catch phrase that says "a foreign language is just a tool for communication", I hated it, because I knew I had no choice but talking to almost only myself, while learning English, French and some other languages. But even in talking to myself, a language is still communication tool. Communicating with yourself.
I sometimes thought negative things during the day after I left for work until I come home, but through working for a company with good philosophy, I have learn to think of and express good things daily, mainly at work.
In the afternoon I felt that it's important to express thanks daily to our co-workers.
The train home was crowded and it was a little bit uncomfortable. I was almost becoming short-tempered, but then I remembered gratefulness to the carrier, run regularly on time every day. I felt this much more because I've gone through a hard time in which I couldn't go out every day because of mental problems.
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