Swimming for the first time in five months, after ski season

How long has it been since I swam last time? It's been about five months. I went swimming until last November if my memory serve. I didn't go swimming in the winter, and I went skiing instead.

Won't you go skiing this season any more? Probably yes. I'm thinking of Gassan, Yamagata for the second weekend of may, if weather and my condition permit.

How was your swimming today? My condition was not so good. My left inner toe was sore and I didn't feel like walking long. Maybe swimming might be fine, I thought then. Actually I managed to swim, but my performance was low and I couldn't move my body fast.

How many people was there in the pool? About five adults and three children. It was not crowded. Most of the adults swam as fast as I did.

How do you feel after swimming? Not so bad, but not great. I hope I feel like walk long on Saturday or Sunday morning.

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