They are fighting well with stress, while walking in a tired manner

It was not only me who are walking in a tired manner.
I saw a few business persons walking in a tired way on a pedestrian deck 400 meters away from Sendai station this morning, after I left Starbucks after getting a cup of coffee.

I had felt miserable when I left the train because I couldn't walk straight. I only could limp.
Sometimes I was the slowest of pedestrian who walked the entire building of Sendai station.
Sometimes I overtook some people walking at a little bit faster than them.
My pace of walking was so unstable.
I even felt like shouting out loud, I actually didn't though.

The business persons I came across probably work hard day to day, and don't have enough time to cope with stress.
I am fighting stress fighting every day, and I have been thinking it would be much tougher fight than many people because I'm on the autism spectrum.
Today I learned to see things from a different perspectives.
Many people are fighting with great tiredness through work and real life. Large part of them have to cope with the challenge to support their families.
As I'm fighting with stress from real life and disabilities, so they are fighting with stress from reality to support their family.

I would like to appreciate all people for fighting with stress from reality common for them and special reason for each person which adds to their stress.

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