I realized again, Remembering garbage collection day is the first step to keep my room tidy

Empty bottles related to coffees are easy to scatter. I realized again that remembering the date of garbage collection of every kind is important to keep my room tidy.

This morning I washed two empty bottles of instant coffee and two empty cans of canned coffees.

Instant coffee is easy to deteriorate through rainy season and long time after I opened, so it was not good idea to buy a big package of refill because it looks cheap for its amount.

Considering keeping your space clean and neat is the first step of housework, remembering the day of garbage collection of your area perhaps is the very first step of it.

Turning back to my room, it's far from neat and tidy. Although I disposed a lot of waste, still I barely see the floor of my room, which is scattered with books, cloths, and sheets of scribbles.

I'm too attached to some of them to dispose of as wastes, because most of them are things related to my memories of when I was university student, and when I was regarded as a prospective.

In order to dispose of those stuffs, maybe I have to turn my memory from things most of which are just wastes into written assets by describing those memories, and attaching my memory to these written assets.

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