Age 30-31 (1) Mock factory training and self control followup
After 3 months of intensive job training course in Chiba, I was back to Sendai.
This training helped much to imagine what is work like and myself at work. I thought this had shorten the way to find a job. I thought I would find a job before long.
After I returned Sendai, I took a followup training. In this course, I went to mock factory of the regional job center for disabled. The first week of the training hurt my self-esteem. I felt as if I had lost all the higher education I had gone through. After all, prides and complacency from higher education was irrelevant to going to work every day.
Another reason I lost my confidence was even there, I couldn't say my name at first. On the first day, I had so hard a time to report the result of my work with my name that it took half an hour before I became faint and frozen, and recover from my frozen state, and finally I barely said the result with my name with the voice of the buzzing of a mosquito.
After few months of experience, I got used to go to the mock factory.
In addition to small factory experiences, the discipline of self control continued. Twice or three times a week, I was called for a counseling and continue the followup of self control with "stress thermometer."
Before finishing training, I felt that after all I liked to go to work regularly.
The real problem was after I lost the place to go daily.
This training helped much to imagine what is work like and myself at work. I thought this had shorten the way to find a job. I thought I would find a job before long.
After I returned Sendai, I took a followup training. In this course, I went to mock factory of the regional job center for disabled. The first week of the training hurt my self-esteem. I felt as if I had lost all the higher education I had gone through. After all, prides and complacency from higher education was irrelevant to going to work every day.
Another reason I lost my confidence was even there, I couldn't say my name at first. On the first day, I had so hard a time to report the result of my work with my name that it took half an hour before I became faint and frozen, and recover from my frozen state, and finally I barely said the result with my name with the voice of the buzzing of a mosquito.
After few months of experience, I got used to go to the mock factory.
In addition to small factory experiences, the discipline of self control continued. Twice or three times a week, I was called for a counseling and continue the followup of self control with "stress thermometer."
Before finishing training, I felt that after all I liked to go to work regularly.
The real problem was after I lost the place to go daily.
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