Anxieties for new year

New years holidays are perfect time to relax and have a rest. At the same time this time of year gives much anxieties for years. I guess this is because I tend to be extremely nervous before I begin something and it isn't until I take up the things and am certain that I can do or I'm doing well unexpectedly.

Uncertainty may be source of an anxiety, and it is exactly the case for me; I feel huge anxiety in uncertainty. It is impossible to totally overcome this anxiety immediately by myself. I've been told that it's good to expect that God is willing to give good things. When I'm worried, it's extremely hard to keep myself calm, and I have no choice but shout and scream either silently or aloud now and then. In this moment I'm saying to myself that, "trust you, trust you" in anxiety that my heart in my mouth.

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