Age 29-30 (7) Letting computer specialist opportunity go

I'd like to talk about the experience I let the opportunity go which I was apt to much in the first year of job hunting.

First Let me talk about interests and knowledge in information technologies. I tried to get a national certificate of middle-class information technology engineer. I had gotten the lower certificate when I was in university. This attempt for the certificate failed because of shortage of study hours. I almost lost had my will to pursue my curiosity into this subject. To be honest, this was because I was largely discouraged by the miserable process of job hunting in which I couldn't even ask for a help I needed.

I could use the opportunity of prefecture-supported training course for would-be information technologies engineer. I, regretfully however, let go the opportunity because I was too depressed and worried to plunge into it, and thought that there may be similar opportunity in the near future when my mental condition would be improved.

Considering my mental state next to collapse, the delay might not be so bad a choice, but the fact is I let the opportunity to access to position I thought (and even now I think even more) I was the most apt to.