Thinking of burnout at work and at job hunting
Today a lot of PC work has caused me many stumbles in my speech.
Also as I came home looking into a mirror my eyes were red.
I wish I could work on sequels to my stories I've already written, but keeping my mind and body in shape with a rest is part of my duty as well as I have to do my best during my work hours.
Looking back on the period when I was looking for a job, I didn't have the opportunity to think about pace control because when I was tired, no one forced me to do more because I hadn't achieved anything. It was reasonable considering the idea that finding job isn't the goal, but it's essential milestone in your life from where I work even harder. Burnout in job hunting is the most terrible loss in that you be worn out before you even take up any productive job.
When I was at job hunting, I didn't know better than I wished I burnt out myself in a process of what I imagine and fear the illusion of futile results of job hunting.
Now situation has been changed. Fortunately I have a job, and to produce substantial outcome I have to endure somehow hard work even though I have mental disability and a limit of mental and physical load, and I have to take pace control seriously.
Outcomes may be important, but it is one of the most important thing in my job that I continue to work regularly, and my energy I can spare for daily work has to be sustainable.
Also as I came home looking into a mirror my eyes were red.
I wish I could work on sequels to my stories I've already written, but keeping my mind and body in shape with a rest is part of my duty as well as I have to do my best during my work hours.
Looking back on the period when I was looking for a job, I didn't have the opportunity to think about pace control because when I was tired, no one forced me to do more because I hadn't achieved anything. It was reasonable considering the idea that finding job isn't the goal, but it's essential milestone in your life from where I work even harder. Burnout in job hunting is the most terrible loss in that you be worn out before you even take up any productive job.
When I was at job hunting, I didn't know better than I wished I burnt out myself in a process of what I imagine and fear the illusion of futile results of job hunting.
Now situation has been changed. Fortunately I have a job, and to produce substantial outcome I have to endure somehow hard work even though I have mental disability and a limit of mental and physical load, and I have to take pace control seriously.
Outcomes may be important, but it is one of the most important thing in my job that I continue to work regularly, and my energy I can spare for daily work has to be sustainable.
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