A Word I've Been away from for a Month - My Progresses 83
I recalled a word, flashback.
It's for the first time in a month or two.
Around six months ago, I was always using the word "flashback".
I often used this term also in this blog.
Mental tiredness was so severe, at that time, that I recalled embarrassing memories of the past and horrible ideas which could easily destroy myself.
These days, I'm still not totally free from tiredness. Especially I suffer from soreness in my eyes, from work on the computer. My condition, still, has much been improved in that I have become much more stable mentally than the first half of the year. Now I can make decisions much more easily. I can get off a train after checking my property only twice or three times. 3 months ago, I checked even more than five times before I get off a train.
I recalled the word flashback today when I also recalled terrible mistake in an interview test of an English test 13 years ago. At that time I had much smaller vocabulary than now I have, and was much afraid of mistake. Now I know that I still a lot to learn not only about English, but also Japanese, my first language. I'm making every day probably numbers of small mistake in speaking Japanese as well as you can see mistake in my every day posts.
It's for the first time in a month or two.
Around six months ago, I was always using the word "flashback".
I often used this term also in this blog.
Mental tiredness was so severe, at that time, that I recalled embarrassing memories of the past and horrible ideas which could easily destroy myself.
These days, I'm still not totally free from tiredness. Especially I suffer from soreness in my eyes, from work on the computer. My condition, still, has much been improved in that I have become much more stable mentally than the first half of the year. Now I can make decisions much more easily. I can get off a train after checking my property only twice or three times. 3 months ago, I checked even more than five times before I get off a train.
I recalled the word flashback today when I also recalled terrible mistake in an interview test of an English test 13 years ago. At that time I had much smaller vocabulary than now I have, and was much afraid of mistake. Now I know that I still a lot to learn not only about English, but also Japanese, my first language. I'm making every day probably numbers of small mistake in speaking Japanese as well as you can see mistake in my every day posts.
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