How Today I Enjoyed Walkman as Walkman - My Progresses 94

Today was a holiday.
I wanted to spend today at slow pace.
10 minutes before noon I left home and took a bus, went to a ramen shop and had one serving, then I went to a batting cage. I practiced batting for 30 minutes and spent about 700 yen.
I had been thinking of going swimming after, but I gave up because from the batting cage where I was at that time, it would take more than one and a half hours just by taking a bus and waiting for a bus. Instead, as an exercise I walked home, taking one runabout hillside route along the river. I played a jazz music album I had bought at a hi-res music distribution site on my Walkman. I also had god a pair of earphones designed for hi-res audio. While walking I felt as if I had been in a cafe, where musics of this kind is typically played. I enjoyed the detour walk very much, and I also thought that it may be first time I first enjoy Walkman as Walkman, as a music player with which we can enjoy walking listening to our favorite musics.

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