My Earth Suit Helping Me Get Socialized - My Progresses 85
When a person from the Earth engages in an operation in the space, he or she wears a space suit to adjust to the environment. I sometimes feels as if I were from another star and needed an Earth suit to adjust to the environment. I often feel this way when I feel lonely or alienated although I choose to or I have to participate in a social occasion.
My classmates often said that I was from the Mars, when I was in elementary school, junior high school, and high school. Of course I hated it very much, because I felt that by saying that the classmate refused for me to get into their inner circle.
As a matter of fact, I was born from my father and my mother, in Japan, on the Earth. If I denied this, I would dishonor my parents! Yet, with many frustrating and discouraging experiences in the period I was in those schools, I've been sometimes tempted to give in to that nonsense delusion that I had been from another star than Earth, feeling that I would never be able really to be a member of the group I'm supposed to belong to in order to engage in a certain activity.
This sense of alienation has been partly from my way of communication, and partly from the way of activities I'm most likely to prefer to do. It looks like that my ways are different from and incompatible with the typical ways my typical classmates preferred to take.
My self image as I was from outside the earth was not true, but it's true that I need some adjustment and assistance to live my daily life here, on Earth, and especially among people who like to communicate in their typical way. A package of methods to relief anxieties and frictions when I am to join in social occasion may be the Earth suit I stated in the start of the post.
My classmates often said that I was from the Mars, when I was in elementary school, junior high school, and high school. Of course I hated it very much, because I felt that by saying that the classmate refused for me to get into their inner circle.
As a matter of fact, I was born from my father and my mother, in Japan, on the Earth. If I denied this, I would dishonor my parents! Yet, with many frustrating and discouraging experiences in the period I was in those schools, I've been sometimes tempted to give in to that nonsense delusion that I had been from another star than Earth, feeling that I would never be able really to be a member of the group I'm supposed to belong to in order to engage in a certain activity.
This sense of alienation has been partly from my way of communication, and partly from the way of activities I'm most likely to prefer to do. It looks like that my ways are different from and incompatible with the typical ways my typical classmates preferred to take.
My self image as I was from outside the earth was not true, but it's true that I need some adjustment and assistance to live my daily life here, on Earth, and especially among people who like to communicate in their typical way. A package of methods to relief anxieties and frictions when I am to join in social occasion may be the Earth suit I stated in the start of the post.
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